Friday, August 13, 2004
05:02 p.m.
hello !ahem.sorry for the pistolhook- diary !something went wrong and i was too lazy to change it SO realised i could use this old useful one.-grins.oh !im so happy.tomorrow's ycs anniversary !and know what's the thing im so so happy about ?thanks to yanghuichun.= ) she forced me to study chinese and guess what ??i think i knew almost all the stuff in chinese test paper !this is SO cool ?like wow.first time in my life oh SECONDARY LIFE that i feel good after a chinese paper.yupp !hahah.

okay there's band tomorrow ?like urh.spoils my day.i mean the people there are okay but the session is LONG.-looks at andrea.arh wells.gotta go through it anyways.i've got church class later != | i mean im bleeding now !arghh.

oh yes !i said prayer this week !although it was two days.think it was quite okay although i made a few mistakes on the second day.-frowns.kinda scary actually.but i survived it != Dmy contacts are damn funny now.they FEEL funny.hmm.i'm gonna burn my disc tonight !with all my favourite songs.i just realised !ALL of them are LOVE SONGS.guess i just like love songs.hahh.

Friday, July 9, 2004
10:30 p.m.
heyy !first good news !new blog alert !FERNIE helped me with a new blog !thank you thank you thank you !-huggs huggs.please RELINK ME != ) see you there !

Friday, July 2, 2004
05:36 p.m.
wow.like really WOW ?!my mum has booked sentosa chalet !yayy.in november.just after school ends.= ) so fun !and my mum allows guys to stay over ?HOW COOL IS THAT ?!gosh.for ONCE ONCE ONCE i think my mum rocks.yupp !i've got 11 people to invite.haha.actually the first person i called was fernie to ask who to invite.cos i dont know who to invite.yupp.and guess what ?i passed geog !hahhahahhahahaa.yes yes yes !i did !so happy.but by one mark only.but even then,i thought i would fail terribly !so it's quite good already.= )im not going church class later.cos im stupid tired.lazy to go.i'm sorry god !today's B U for my class TOTALLY sucks !GOSH.i think they got fed-up with the two classes.haha.oops ?ohwells.not going to care.not an important thing anyways.i cant get november out of my head !it'll be fun !then we'll go swimming with my dogs.see them swim very funny one.okay then !shall stop here.enough said yea ?see you soon !

Saturday, June 26, 2004
11:46 p.m.
today was darn fun !whole day with girlfriends !first nessa's dad fetched dipna and nessa to my house in the morning at maybe around what ?9.30 maybe ?yes.then we stayed at my house for awhile,then we used my computer to create pictures just for us.turned out really nice !we spent loadds of time searching for pictures too.so we finished at about 1p.m. Thn ate lunch at my house,took a few pictures with nessa's digi cam.so darn fun that was !then decided to go tampines mall to walk and take neos.when we reached there,we took neos,then walked pass the cinema nessa suggested we watch a movie on the spot !so i was like huh really ?okay then.so we went to watch shrek 2.was super duperdy cute !the cat.haha.then after that went to the arcade to play hotd[house of the dead.]we created a record !we never been that far before.we reached the second chapter !oh wait or was it third ?hmm.ohwells.then the three of us kept taking over each other.then later we went back to east point.went ta starbucks.[ohh.by the way,in the shrek 2 there was starbucks too.so cute.]then we ate cheese cake.eeew.we couldnt finish cos it was to creamy.then we went to the playground jsut below my house.something happened there dont wanna talk about it.= )then we came home and i taught nessa and dipna how to play gunbound.was quite fun.thn after that my dad fetched them home.dipna as usual slept in the car !haha.then yupp.day ended like that.really had fun today.we'll get our rings !yes !iloveyou girlfriends ![please i am NO LES]thank you.= ) -huggs.

Friday, June 25, 2004
11:16 p.m.
firstly ; to both dipna and nessa.im really happy now.thanks alot girls.may we remain girlfriends forever.by the way i did one picture already show you girls tomorrow yea ? dipna :thanks for listening.now i really see you are trying.so am i.at least you're much better thn that day.= )so the three of us shall try all at the same time yes ?to make things right again.i cant wait for tomorrow.ilu dearr.-huggs. nessa :and nessa,you did great.i think you are really much better now.yes.i can see that things are sure improving yes ?and remember no matter what i'll be there for you.we'll have SO much fun tomorrow !ilu.muacks.

Thursday, June 24, 2004
10:45 p.m.
im fine now.but another problem's just came up.and it happens to be with me and my two other closest friends.some problem.long story you should be able to understand.well i called one of them for a talk.both of us ended up crying.= ( not very good.but well at least now i think things are much better.for the three of us.i hope things will be fine.should not talk about it anymore.change of subjsect.ohh !there's a nice shoiw on tv now.okay i'll do a super quick entry yeas ?for the sake of the readers.okay.hmmm.look there's a super nice show now ?like seriously SERIOUSLY.okay that's it i superdy sorry but im going.byee !loveyou guys.especially my "girlfriends" clique !please patch things up yea ?-huggs.

Monday, June 21, 2004
10:46 p.m.
whatever.i hate this place.can someone jsut get me out of here ?this place seriously sucks.i rather be with my friends than here.no one understands me anymore.i hate this place.i really do.and thx dipna for being there like you always do.hope we remain the best of friends forever.

Sunday, June 20, 2004
05:52 p.m.
Sunday, June 20, 2004 04:16 p.m. im bored.so heres a quiz... Act your age: yes Born on what day of the week: friday !! Chore you hate: packing my room. = ) Dad's name: Khoo Kim Ann, John Essentail make-up item: i HATE make ups and nail polish too. Favorite actors/actresses: tay ping hui ! Gold or sliver: silver Hometown: Singapore Instruments you play: tromboner Job title: student Kids: none !im a kid myself Living arrangements: not just yet Mom's name: lim hwee siamWoo Yoke Khum. socks you own: let's see..26! Overnight hospital stays: total of three times and about 2weeks and whn i was born. Phobia: dolls !flying big insects !losing a really good friend/family ! Quote you like: you make me feel like i should Siblings: 2 Time you woke up today: 12.00 pm sharp Unusual habits: laugh laugh and err laugh ?haha Vicious thing you've done: none !im innocent ! Worst habit: eat non-stop ! X-rays you've had: LOADDS !for the hospital.ultra sound,x- ray,MCU and loadds more.and a few times of each ? Your favorite season: winter.yea. Zodiac sign: goat ! kinda of pets you had before:fishes,birds,hamsters,dogs,terripins,rabbits,rats,guinea pigs. favourite colour:yellow,orange[not very much blue now..] ever had a boyfriend:yes !whn i was in k1 !haha.of course not ! share your room with:sister latest time ever awoke:3pm = ) favorite computer game:counter strike !dont look like it yes ? favourite cca:ycs ! next ! long or short hair:long ! painted or unpainted nails:unpainted ! trixie or rusty[my dogs]:trixie ! school uniform or own clothes:school uniform ! computer or handphone:tough one..HANDPHONE ! music or reading:of course !music ? dad or mum:dad [primary school friends..you'll know why yes ?] swim,cycling or blading:cycling ! hot or cold:cold girls or guys:girls at the moment.it's better to have your own group of girl friends to help you and support you in whatever you do. my character:inquisitive,will do something if dared to [unless it's terrible.],friendly,love to make friends,humorous,will defend self or friends if bullied,loves to be with friends and explore.= )

Saturday, June 19, 2004
09:56 p.m.
just came back from agm.it was DARN FUN !!haha.no wait hang on.should i say the bbq was fun.at first was quite boring but ohwells things got better thanks to wan jun !-huggs.bbq was REALLY fun !haha.it was on the roof top !how cool is that ?oh yes.and fernie and i got stuck to the stove thing ever since the beginning of the day !haha.cos my sister's boyfriend sleepwalks.so that time he almost washed his hands at a stove !ha.so we were laughing the whole day.we went around asking people if the had stoves in the toilets.-laughs.and teaching them the stove logic then gareth,christopher,baldwin and alvan were rubbishing away !so funny !haha.laugh like anything.then baldwin and alvan kept praying to abba !then they almost wanted to make a dead,cooked chicken fly.haha.ohh and fernie and the rest did mom's hair.it turned out nice.we spent lots of time on the root top !-nodds.mostly the guys were bbqing.thanks !until the food was to terrible the fernie and ber had to take over.nah.just kidding.it was better than nothing.yepp.then after we al had enogh,we went back down stairs and watched bring it on.i didnt manage to finish watching it though.went home.cos my parents were so..scared i injure myself.they're afraid my wounds arent really healed yet.so.yea.wish i could stay longer.but nevermind there'll be more of this right ?=)okay enough said now.really had fun !thanks all those who made it enjoyable !=) -huggs.

Monday, June 14, 2004
10:05 p.m.
thx fernie !she did my blog for me !-huggs fernie.haha.i love it !thank you thank you thank you fernie !ohh !and how's the picture ?nice ??i used the stick tht dipna made for me and the stars tht nessa gave me and a few marbles i had.=) haha.had real fun taking pictures !haha.mommie so blur !walk also can walk into a wall thn head start to bleed !haha !no wonder IM so blur.haha.like mother like daughter.-laughs.but he quite poorthing actually.haha.i was still making fun of him after he assured fernie and i he was okay.haha.sure at first i was concerned.who's head would bleed just bcause he/she knocks into a wall ?haha.asked him to bandage he dont want.suposed to look cool.a guy like him.i mean girl like HER.haha !people !dont worry !he's fine !he shouldnt have a concussion !ohwells.shall stop talking about this subject.haha !im talking to super funny people now online.funny people im talking to !making me laugh like anything !thn my mum as usual keeps saying why you keep smiling to yourself ?chatting with boyfriend ar ?ya like real i half one ?no one likes me !=( -sobbs.ahha.okay.i gotta go !byee !omg how come the boyfriend word like that ?i didnt do anything you know.help.something's really wrong with my blog.

Friday, June 11, 2004
08:36 p.m.
argh.like help ?im talking to two mad people bombing and choking my msm system !-stares at fernie and ber.FERNADETTE.ha !funny funny.havent lay house of the dead for a really long time.=| oh oh ohh !!you know i woke up super early in the morning yesterday,like 5.41a.m and decided to take a walk aroundthe house whn it was dark.thn the moment i walked out,i heard a noise..thn i stopped thn i thought cannot be it's so dark and like EARLY in the morning !thn all of a sudden some one talked to me !ohmygosh.i was SO freaked out !!!i nearly lost my skin !hur.my grandmother.yes.my GRANDMOTHER ! how scary or worst can it get ?i was ike what the ??an old woman hidding in the mist of an early/late morning/night just to scare someone ?almost killed me !phew.ok ok change of subject !cool !!i have my website !haha.-smiles.i want to type a really really long long long entry.-nodds till head falls off.ahha !-points to the floor.my head's fallen off !-laughs.oh i breathed water just now.if you dont understand it means water went into my nose !yes.you should cry for me.poor me okay.hope alot of people come online today.sorry.not really funny huh this entry ?ohwells.

Wednesday, June 9, 2004
05:30 p.m.
yea.haha.saw what nessa tagged.it was really fun !screaming like shiet floating in the toilet bowl in the arcade and kicking the stupid thing in front of us when we were playing house of the dead.-looks at nessa.ahh.damn scary la.haha.but the house of the dead is almost as scary.but isnt tht bad cos there's friends to help you all the way.not like the DEVILS' INSIDE.argh !darn fun.feel like playing it now..but !im scared to go in there.wait for someone to come home.so when im in trouble and needing help tht person can cover for me.haha.cos when im scared,i fumble.thn i PANICK !argh !haha.so fun so fun so fun !!-jumps in a circle.hha.or is it rectangle ?hmmm..hang on.lemme ask fernie.ohh.haha.mine's rectangle.=p oops.and im supposed to remember tht.ahh.i wanna play gunbound...-pulls cheeks irritatingly.my stinking brother's CHOKING up the computer !today was really fun.hope my sis comes home soon.then can go with her to play devils's inside !!oh no hang on.im circle !fernie !you are rectangle goonie !!bluff me.you !the senile one.haha.just kidding !=p im bored !BORED i say !well BORED shouldnt come into my life !at all !hur !BORED !ahha !tht does it.-smiles proudly.chatting with my super rubbishy friend rte now.haha.rubbishy ! suddenly felt like blogging.so here i am !i know i should have said this at the beginning of this whole thing.ha.who cares ?you ?-laughs lamely.hey classmates !dont forget my SUPER DUPER LAME LAUGH yea ?hope it'll RING in ure big nice pretty holy heads.no offence.it's a joke !-grinz.-ohmygosh !hang on.gotta go stop the conversation with my friend.it's getting NOWHERE !hang on !give me 5.hey you !stop reading !come back 5 mins later !ok back !start reading.hello !!hello !!excuse me !yes you.ya.-waves.come back now !yes ok byee !-huggs.OHMYGOSH !i touched my hole !gross !x /

Tuesday, June 8, 2004
06:09 p.m.
hi !im darn bored at home.got nothing much to do since i get get outta here.=/ hmmms it's ok.im waiting.or i'll BE waiting for the day i can finally get out.-smiles.ha.tht'll be fun.so much fun.i wanna go sentosa !my sis has got to bring me there.or i could snexk there with my friends.=p haha.which is WAY impossible.what should i do now.besides blogging ?hmmm.AND to make things worst.i've got loadds of homework.=( im preying on my brother's com.cos mine's useless.internet cost a bomb..while my brother's..wow.but kinda irritating cos he downloads lotsa stuff which makes things go roughly.like opposite of smoothly.oh my gosh ! i just played "DEVILS" INSIDE" it's a house of the dead game.DAMN FUN !but HOLY scary..you like get ta walk and explore by yourself.with a stupid useless camera man you have to take care of.like protect him from zombies and you know..tht sort.thn the place is kinda like a old runed-down place.empty and scary.thn sometimes,halfway walking,a few bushes of fire will appear around you and all the zombies will start coming out of the floor.thn you'll have to fight.with a SUPER hard to aim gun.what i normally do,is make tht scary idiot a handicap.=p which means i shoot their legs..thn i'll aim for their head while they're crawling towards me.=)ahah a very gory game indeed.and another one's "DUNE 2000".it's like a war game.something ike red alert,warcraft and errr....yepp.last time i played diablo too.xp thn i played counter strike but my bro deleted it.=( it was my favourite game though.but actually i like dune too.so it's not too bad.the devils' inside i pplay it every now and then when maybe im sad or stuff like tht or in this case terribly bored.yeap.gunbound too.but get sick of it really easily.haha.will get back to it soon enough after awhile.ohwells.said enough for today.sorry i dont really update my blogg very often.so im trying to make it as long as possible now.hope you enjoyed reading.ha.byee !shall go play now.dont know it i should play dune or devils' im scared..just now my sis was with me and we were screaming like shiet floating in the toilet bowl already.shall playdune.haha.ok byee !but dune's kinda scary too you kno..being attacked by enemies and stuff.wou..haha.okok.

Friday, June 4, 2004
07:28 p.m.
yayy.-looks at title.my opt's over !can play !haha.like real.-stamps.i gotta stay put !everyone's fumbles over me.-beamers.haha.ohwells.now listening to hey mama.so cool.i like this song.[the "beat" version not the "shit" one.]haha.ohwells.here i am finally updating this diary..too lazy and weak the past few days..im in ycs !it's a super cool cca !it TOTALLY RAWKS !especially my seniors !ahaa.yes.they do.uh huh.=) oh one more thing..i really miss my friends who were in six faith !hi !Those of you who are reading this and if you were from six faith...-huggs.hope to have a gathering soon !yepps.ok think it's enough said here.gotta do touch up the other stuffs of my diary.ok byee darls !-muacks.

Wednesday, May 26, 2004
09:51 p.m.
heyy !thx for all your sweet messages and words of comfort guys ! iloveyou loadds !well gotta inform you guys tht my opt has benn postponed to this fri[28th of may.]well hope tht this will ALL be over soon.and i can go and finish my homework thn set off to play !well cant wait for the 7th,19th and many many more days !yeap !can see everyone again !thx once again !i love you !muacks.wish me luck.

Sunday, May 23, 2004
02:45 p.m.
guess what ?i think my nose bled while i was asleep..cos i found blood on my sleeves when i woke up !i was like..hmmm aei ?hha.i bled ?ohh yes.gonna have a paper tomms.geog.hope i can at least pass it.studied already.arrgghh !wanna pass it !ohwells..rest is up to my luck !im getting a headache cos my eyes are moving too fast.round and round.ohh yes..stupid monkeyy !cannot stand her.scold fernie over such a WORTHLESS matter ?!you think you are smart?oh sorry,forgot you admited you aint as smart as fernie cos your ENGLAND NOT SO powDERful.i SERIOUSLY hope you see this !uncivilised MOTHERFUL girl.or should i say monkey.yes tht seems to suit you better.ohwells.tht goes to show tht even people WITH MOTHERS can be taught the wrong ways of life.such a pity i must say.but come to think of it..it may not be the mother's fault at all but the child itself yes ?ya.tht has a higher percentage.well.i kinda dont understand why you are even in ycs if all you do is to get guys' pity and flirt like nobody's business ?AND fernie,being in a library doesnt mean she's a nerd.do you dare swear tht you have never been to a libray before ?in your WHOLE life ?hur.bet not.and omg !has you guys seen her website main pic ?i'll never go there ever again !it's SO sick !dirty minded MOTHERFUL girl isee here.hmmm.wonder what happened in her life.-raise eyebrows.ohwells.dont wwanna waste my brain space with discusting images of her.-oukes and pukes.haha.okae guess i'll leave now.byee !

Friday, May 21, 2004
10:57 p.m.
i'm DAMN irritated ?!!FREAK LAim not gonna tell you why but like....hur !!!!1im really gonna burst !i am REALLY tempted to use fark but im trying to control.ARRRGGGHHHH !!!!i shall go offline and call now !

Friday, May 7, 2004
10:08 p.m.
wanna know what your names mean?quite true though..carry on!=) A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. D You have trouble trusting people. E You are a very exciting person. I You are always smiling & making others smile. F Everyone loves you. G You have excellent ways of viewing people. H You are not judgemental. I You are always smiling & making others smile. J Jealousy. K You like to try new things. L Love is something you deeply believe in. M Success comes easily to you. N You like to work, but you always want a break. O You are very open-minded. P You are very friendly and understanding. Q You are a hypocrite. R You are a social butterfly. S You are very broad-minded. T You have an attitude, a big one. U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. V You have a very good physical and looks. W You like your privacy . X You never let people tell you what to do . Y You cause a lot of trouble. Z You're always fighting with someone

Friday, May 7, 2004
04:23 p.m.
i got lots to complain!STUUUPIIIIIIIDDD mrs seeD!punished me on monday,tuesday.wednesday and on thursday ALMOST got punished.ha!she couldnt find a fault in me.that's why.ohh ya.and that cheryl!damn gross la.one day after morning jog,[cos we were playing-fighting here and there-as usual]thn she cleaned her sweat and wiped it on MY leg la.thn last week,in the drama studio..we were playing again thn i skided on the floor as she waz pulling me ard and stuff.thn some parts of my leg skin camp out.thn it was so painful..so i was whining there thn she took he saliva and put it on my leg?wow.haha.but im used to it eniwaes.hmmms.wad else is there to say..got church class again ltr!gotta leave in errr..one hour fifty minutes.yepp.im very hungry.ohh yayy!i've got snacks!ha!i've got curry flavour and cheeze.which one should i eat?hmmms.kaes,i chose curry.=)actually church class is really fun ever since i changed class.cos all my 6 year friends are all there.in tht class i am presently in.i just changed class last week.yepp.there are only two people online now.how boring is tht?well.one of them's quiet i fun person to talk to.im eating!haha.okie think i better get going..byee!

Friday, April 30, 2004
05:12 p.m.
heelo!juz came back from sku.so damn tired!arrgghhh.juz ran my 2.4 todds.quite okay la the timing.and my sp do i owe u a letter?cos i rmb doing a letter for you and not getting a reply or did i drop the letter?shucks.think i did.ohh wells.will do a nicer one yarx?to apologize.haahs.sorry dearr!everyone!my sp's really sweet okay..juz tht i dunno her.[i sound really dumb.hahas.]but our band's playing the angel and mortal game la.so i do not know hwe.=( tht's sad. wait till i find out!hhas.im so tired!lyr gotta go for church class.yes.on a friday.but nvm la quite funn tooes.and thx for everyone who has been tagging and signing my gbk yarx?iloveyou![yes even the poor low self esteem person i see.]ohh and ju why not me,u,andrea,elee and everyone else who is involved in this sit down and chat?i dont mind.but the fact is we alr told u wad we find different in u.you are juz not listening.but if you really think tht you have not changed,thn it's okay remind the way you are now la.i have nothing to say.okie iloveyou!

Sunday, April 25, 2004
05:29 p.m.
sadness engulfs me darkness revolves me.my heart hardens like the absence of your presence has banished me to.every thought of you solidifies my emotions.struggling; the very attempt to keep myself afloat weakens my very inside.desprate.alone.this dark room spells forbidden friendship.where are you?dont avoid me anymore.

Friday, April 23, 2004
06:15 p.m.
really miss things the way they were.why did things change?so abrutly and meaninglessly?just like that.sometimes i really feel so terrible!!!!hur.. ;l thank god there's fernie,mel and ber.or i wuld have burst.ohhh.and thank god for the confr talks we had.it waz really fun.i enjoyed it all.hahas.the gereth story too.talking to fernie now.we're always online at the same time..hahas.fernie is made.yes.she is.eniwae guess wad?i scolded mrs SEED tht day cuz i waz alr in a bad mood and she keep the whole class back for like 40 mins?yes.so i scolded her thn she heard la?thn obviously i got scolded.aiya but i waz like juz a metre away from her la duh she heard rites?thn nvm the next day me and 3 other frens spent half the math lesson in the balcony.how romantic is tht?okie back to the point i waz talking abt.EVERYTHINGS not rite.it juz isnt.wad have i done on my past life tht i deserve to suffer so much?even if i did wrng in my past live it wasnt me!it wasnt my soul at least.wad am i to do?suffer all this all alone?or at least wid my fernie??even so,pain is inflicted ON me.she cant help in tht.im being tortured.to the walls of death.why cant i be tortured emotion wise?and not physically..it's torturing.im suffering both.both.but not really much on emotion wise anymore.im getting use to stuff.but physically.pian.pian is what i feel.and still AM GOING TO.nevermind.it's no point complaining here.i just came to realise.takkaire.

Friday, April 16, 2004
11:12 a.m.
ure so nonsense lah.
stupid gstbk.
owned by a blur pantat.
haha.
anyways, we can finally giv u the url ;
there, go take a look. (:
hope u can see it ! :D haha.
if cannot, wait until u come online thn i show u ok ?
there'll b smth for u soon.
so b patient. and dont b jealius !
ta darl ! weloveualot.

Saturday, April 10, 2004
07:17 p.m.
i cant stand ms seet!!!!if i were my parent...i wuld write... not so dearest seed, excuse me teacher..i heard from my precious daughter tht an ugly old hag has been picking on her and her precious classmates.you ar!better be careful.or else.......MUAHAHAHAHAHA-slow evil laugh.you think you teacher very great ar?you are only a SEED!my daughter??a erms...cow![khoo;my surname].coz eats seeds okay!!you better not bully my daughter ar!!!im warning you ar teacher!!!i call police,ambulance,dogs,cat,mice,rats,lizards and the cows all go after you thn you noe ar!teacher!my girl girl's engerlish[ink-ger-list] damn der powerful one okay!juz like her mama one!dont bully her tween also ar!later fernie her precious older sister come and humtam u also ar!GOODBYE. not loved,ger ger's mama.

Saturday, April 10, 2004
07:17 p.m.
i cant stand ms seet!!!!if i were my perent...i wuld write... not so dearest seed, excuse me teacher..i heard feom my precious daughter tht an ugly old hag has been picking on her and her precious classmates.you ar!better be careful.or else.......MUAHAHAHAHAHA-slow evil laugh.you think you teacher very great ar?you are only a SEED!my daughter??a erms...cow![khoo;my surname].coz eats seeds okay!!you better not bully my daughter ar!!!im warning you ar teacher!!!i call police,ambulance,dogs,cat,mice,rats,lizards and the cows all go away you thn you noe ar!teacher!my girl girl's engerlish[ink-ger-list] damn der powerful one okay!juz like her mama one!dont bully her tween also ar!later fernie her precious older sister come and humtam u also ar!GOODBYE. not loved,mama.